Adalynn ~Part 2~

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Adalynn nodded to her lead escort and straightened her shoulders. After a two day journey they had reached the Lystandian border. The actual border was nothing more than a knee high stone wall with a little gate where the path ended. Why the Lystand delegation had insisted they meet here, she couldn’t understand.

Across the border a lone rider sat mounted on his horse, presumably waiting for her to cross and start her new life. Breathing deep she fortified her heart and resolved to endure. There was no other choice. Once the council had made the decision to marry her off to some Lystand noble  in hopes of peace, they had kept her confined to her room. A prisoner in all but name. The Lystandian delegation had not even promised peace, only hinted at it. Yet her own council had been more than happy and willing to hand her over, eager even.

Adalynn was more than a little miffed that she didn’t even know to whom she was being married to. The council had not cared to ask. Thus she was going into an abysmal unknown: uncertain of anything once she took that step over the border. They could be marrying her off to a peasant in a mud hovel and she wouldn’t have a say. According to all the papers she had watched the council sign without even glancing in her direction, it was all final. Where once she was Queen Adalynn of Mourvna, now she was only Adalynn with no foreseeable future.

With a sigh, she spurred her horse forward, well aware that while everyone surrounding her was watching to see that she crossed the border and made it to the Lystandian delegation of one, no one would be coming with her.

Nudging her grey mare forward she kept her head held high and moved directly to the man waiting. With great care Adalynn pointedly refused to look back. Her whole kingdom was abandoning her but she didn’t have to watch them turn their backs.

Her waiting escort only looked at her, no hint that he ever smiled. Even without any kindness softening his features he looked strong and capable, as if he had seen several lifetimes. He was young, possibly only a few years older than herself. What was the Lystandian monarchy thinking, only sending one man to bring her back? Would she be safe? Or were they hoping she would not make it to their destination unharmed?

When he saw her looking in his direction he nodded once, possibly in greeting, before turning his horse away and into the trees. Adalynn’s squared shoulders deflated slightly and she nudged her horse to follow him.

It was several hours of mindless plodding before he stopped and looked back to see if she was still there. Adalynn found she didn’t care. Her emotions had gone cold, her heart lost in its frosty whirl, as she blankly stared after him so as not to get lost. Her life may be over but she wasn’t going to die out in the middle of nowhere.

When her horse pulled to a stop she quickly jerked to attention and looked around.

The man was right in front of her reaching out his hand. Unblinking she looked at it.

“Do you need to stop?” His warm voice trickled into her weary thoughts. It wasn’t until he spoke that she realized how cold she was; so stiff she couldn’t find the will to move much.

“C-cold.” She whimpered, hating herself for sounding so weak.

With an abrupt nod his proffered hand snaked around her waist and pulled her off her horse and into his arms. He cradled her against him with ease. Nestled into his chest, she weakly attempted to escape his embrace but he didn’t move.

With her title and Mourvnan custom demanding she not be touched anywhere but her left hand, she hadn’t been held so completely for so long that the sensation of his arms overwhelmed her.

“What are you doing?” She demanded even while she was shivering uncontrollably.

Again his deep voice deliciously heated her senses as he gruffed. “You are too cold. If I don’t get you warm soon you won’t make it much further.”

As he was speaking, he rubbed her arms. At first the feel of her thick coat against her arm chafed, hurting the highly sensitized skin. Slowly she began to feel the friction and exhaled in a sigh as the warmth along her skin seemed to penetrate deeper, giving her a relief she hadn’t realized she’d needed. Adalynn looked back and up into his face, her head cradled by his shoulder. “Do you know what is going to happen to me or are you just a messenger?”

“I wouldn’t say just a messenger but yes I do know what you have to look forward to.” He didn’t look away. For just a moment she thought she saw anger skim across the features of his face, disappearing as quickly as it had surfaced.

A trickle of fear rolled through her. “Am I in for a rough adjustment?”

“They didn’t tell you anything?” His anger returned but mixed with something else. Concern? Or was it irritation? Was she supposed to already know and be prepared? From years as queen she squelched the panic rising up her throat and maintained an outward calm.

“I was not consulted nor informed of anything.” Adalynn looked away and out at the snow surrounding them.

“Forgive me. I assumed you knew what was ahead.” He shook his head. “And no, it will not be a hard adjustment. Not if I can help it.”  

“You?” Her eyes snapped back to him, locking on to his.

He nodded, holding her gaze as he continued to hold her close.

“Who are you?” Her curiosity combined with her near frozenness eliminated any of her careful diplomatic tact.

“Zayne, son of the Kalen, our kingdom’s equivalent of a king.”

“Oh.” She blushed and once again tried to extract herself from his embrace. “Forgive me for not knowing. The Mourvnan Council has kept much from me since my father’s death.”

He shook his head roughly, not looking at her. “You should have been told.” He paused. He hesitated to look at her face. “Did they not tell you who you are to marry?”

“No.”

Adalynn felt him exhale forcefully and she shivered again.

Adalynn

Adalynn stood atop the eastern parapet looking out over the rolling hills that were slowly being covered by snow. The falling snow gently drifted down in swirls, allowing her to release some of the tight stress built up inside of her.. She had always found watching the snow fall relaxing. It never failed to remind her of the many times her father had taken her up there just to stare out into the sky full of snowflakes dancing. Yet today she was achingly alone, her father having died when she was still young.

A large, warm, yet familiar hand came to rest on her own on the chilly stone wall. Knowing who it was, she didn’t pull her hand away as quickly as was deemed proper, drawing slim comfort from the few extra seconds of his touch. After another minute with her childhood confidante silently standing beside her she took a step back and looked over at him. 

He stood there, tall and immovable, the epitome of what the kingdom’s captain of the guard should look like. So official. Merely the echo of her childhood friend for they had not been friends in a long time. She was mildly surprised when he had touched her hand for more than a brief moment. John acknowledged her with a low bow. “My Queen.”

“Ever proper.” Adalynn sighed sadly.  He had no response to her resigned complaint other than his own resolved sigh. 

“The council has summoned?” She finally asked when he didn’t speak further. 

His curt nod clenched at her heart. The council was down there ending a centuries-old monarchy and at the same time shipping off the last relic of what they thought long past necessary–her. 

“I gather I will be leaving for Lystand in the morning.” Squaring her shoulders she practiced her regal and uncaring facade. Tonight she already knew she would be formally stripped of all possessions and titles except for the title of queen. All so the council could have a peace treaty to stop Lystand from attacking. Adalynn was the peace offering. She was to be the bride of some noble of a foreign court while her throne was taken apart and distributed to the uncaring council members. To the council, her status as a royal was all that she was good for now. 

“And you will not be going with me.” Adalynn sternly informed him.

At her soft declaration John jerked in surprise. “What?”

“You heard me John. I am not allowing you to come. I can’t stand it.” She put out her hand, silently entreating him to understand why. “Tomorrow I travel to the border where my own guard will desert me by simply handing me over to whatever Lystandian contingent they deign to send for me. I can’t bear the thought of you being there. It is better for you to stay here, where duty binds you.”

“Adalynn no!” He started, ready to do battle. She stopped him with a hand on his chest. 

“It has been a long time since I’ve heard you address me so informally.” Another sad smile graced her features. A very long time. 

“Not since your coronation.” He agreed. Head down, he didn’t look her in the eye.

“I was only 16, John. Your refusal to call me by my own name from that moment on stung more than any of the rules they piled on me.” She easily admitted. Dropping her hand back down to her side she looked out and over the parapet once again. The view gave her a little of the peace she sought, but not enough to qualm her fears for her own future and that of her people.

“But you understand now though.” He grimaced, his voice telling her that he was close to begging for her understanding. “I had no choice.”

“It took years for me to understand and even longer to forgive you…and my father.” She added her father as an afterthought. John had been different. He had left her alone when she had needed him, for she’d had no one else. Her father had died, so there was nothing she could change with him. He was gone and while she still wished he was there to help and guide her, she was not going to hold death against him.

“Adalynn.” John let out an agonized sigh.

It was in that instant that Adalynn’s sadness became anger. Even though as queen she could not ever allow her anger to show, it was still there. It burned within her as she looked placidly at him. “You can no longer call me that. Now, when I am about it leave. I have wanted you to call me by name for years and yet you haven’t. Now that I know I am giving up everything, you choose now. Do you realize how selfish you are being in this moment, when once again I need you to be strong? Why make this so much harder for me when I am about to lose everything that I have ever known?”

John stopped her deceptively calm tirade as he took both of her hands in his and tugged. She did not fall willingly into his arms. Adalynn was first and foremost queen, not simply a girl to fall blindly into a man’s embrace. John had been the one to show her what being a queen truly meant after her coronation, when he had completely withdrawn and become the impersonal captain of the guard.

He did not stop when she did not budge. Instead he stepped up to her and wrapped his arms around her, drawing her in for a kiss. She wanted to melt, wanted to simply be a girl in love with the handsome man in front of her. Yet duty had her in its grip and she knew she was destined to a life in exile.

Pulling back she demanded, “Is the peace treaty official and signed?”

John simply looked down at her. “Yes, my queen.” He answered solemnly.

Adalynn faced the door leading down to where the council waited. As she opened the door she glanced back at the man she could have loved her whole life long. “Goodbye John.”


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